and love...

Nov
19th

Wed

i believe that everything happens for a reason. people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

— -marilyn monroe

&& then you realize…

so i stayed home today i didn’t feel good

i thought a lot about this one certain boy

i’ve actually thought about him a lot

i met him on halloween with my friend

and we hung out with all of his friends

he’s really cute

and nice

and i talk to him constantly

it’s just i think i might be annoying him

and well i’ve asked him if i was and he said no

it’s just you can’t tell if someone is lying through a text

i don’t think he’s that annoyed if he keeps texting me

but then like sometimes he just doesn’t text back…

i don’t know what to do

i told him i liked him

and like he just said that i was random

and then asked if i liked his best friend

wow that kinda hurt

and the thing is i cried that entire night

and i haven’t cried since

and that really weird concidering i used to cry just about every night

i don’t know

i guess things just make you think

and act and affect you in all different ways

more than you’d think

well i don’t know

hopefully i’ll get to see him

and really just sit and talk

“…i’ve been going crazy ever since i met you, i love when i sit and talk to you, your always on my mind.”